Thursday, February 23, 2006

okay. i know
i haven been blogging for like yonks.
im back okay?
lets start with the events that happened yesterday then
(((:

seriously i felt like the worst netballer around yesterday
everyone played like so darn well during the last quater and all i did was frown at every little small thing
the feeling of desperation, anger and pain were like this atomic bomb that could blow up any minute.
yeah. i know.so effing gay.
-screams my lungs out,jumps around with legs 20 feet above the ground,ends up banging the wall and dies the most horrible gruesome death ever with a trail of intestines following my ever-bleeding body.
sorry.
that was M18 due to its imaginary visual graphics
those who arent 18 this year ; please do not take the risk
lest the dont-know-what authorities would jump at your neck like THAT. *snaps fingers
okay whatever.
so as i was saying.
I WAS THE WORST PLAYER ON COURT YESTERDAY!
thats the second time i repeating that by the way
so yeah.
goes to show that the sentence has been stuck in my freaking head since like last night
over and over just like a bloody broken record.

maybe i havent been training the way i should be
the way chekedee have been asking me to train
it must be the fats in my body telling me to sit down and laze 24/7
it must be that god-damned lazy fat tighs of mine that refuses to work for my sake
GOD. IM SO GONNA TRAIN EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE HOLIDAY!
i dont care.
even if my legs give way and rot before me.

IM SORRY!
i forgot to mention that fucking biatch of a GD yesterday from the whatever-club-was-that Tsumnamis i think
she had to TRIP me on purpose just to defend me PROPERLY
or so it seems
and the thing was
I WAS THE ONE WHO APOLOGIZED!
like WTF right?
i fell down like effing hard on the floor hips down first.
LIKE HELLO!
the hips are like every women's assets.
you know
when you sway your hips and etc.
YES! SEE?!
pfft.
BITCH! I SO HOPE SHE GOES HOME, SLIPS DOWN THE DRAIN AND BREAK HER HIPS!
damn pissed.
i was on the verge of tears when coach was helping me bandage up.
not because of the pain
but the bloody humilation.
i so have to cool down now before i grab a parang and go find that one helluva rough cheating scum of the universe and heck off her hips.

thank you for being there whenever i needed you
your words, your embrace have been a big comfort to me
when i wipe my tears on your shoulders
i feel the pain subside in a quick instant
when you touch my hand
i felt a load off my mind and heart
i dont know what i could do without you chekedee
thank you once again
for sticking by me
for i will always stick by you too.
i love you.
<3

2:39 PM;

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R PEE PEE
netball
purple's bweautifool
dancing'shake that thang
golden tanning oil
CHEKEDEE!*muahs
dolling up! yayness!
make-up does miracle wonders
songs that make me go oooo awwww ahhhh*
(and make me move my ass too luh!)
love my netballers to the max *muahs
clown-entertainer (((:

I-WISH-OH-I-WISH*
i-pod nano video black (2G)
halter top from PARIS (black roses etched to a soft silky grenny material)
new handphone! (SAMSUNG!)
davidoff the game..(magically scented)
shopping sprees in australia and japan!
new basketball shoes for baby! (nike - sliver and white!HOT!)
new digital camera from olympus
my driving licence! ((:
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