Thursday, August 30, 2007
sorry guys, havent been blogging religiously for like the last week. it's the school hols like FINALLY! okay, i went clubbing with vannywanny, cheryl and luiee last wed! ahaha. cause it was LADIES NIGHT! ahaha. okay, we hung around velvet dragon first for free drinks and then headed down to ZOUK! ahaha! MAMBO TOTALLY ROCKS. seriously, i thought it was all gonna be like last christmas, i gave you my heart kinda thing. but NO, it was WAY WAY WAY fun! I SO LOVE MAMBO! especially when me and vann went up the platform to dance.
you know right, mambo you have to learn the moves and all, but we just whack the moves! ahahahaha! we did the saturday night fever signature move, the twist, mambo no. 5 and all! and people were following us down below! ahahaha! SO COOL LUH! but i love it! i just love shaking that thang! ahaha. too bad that kinkin of mine doesnt like dancing except for his TECHNO CAT dancing! ahahaha. (: I WANNA GO AGAIN! (((: VANNNN! okays? (:
i think im gaining weight. seriously, when you stay home, you tend to eat and eat and eat. GOD. STOP BEING SUCH A FAT BITCH ABBY! you know, i was thinking through when i was half munching some tim tam chocolates, why do people have crushes?
is it, one, cause they are superficial and claim that they love the inner beauty side of you? or is it, two, they only know a certain person for like 2 days and they claim that they are attracted to you? seriously, all humans are freaking superficial. sorry to say so, but it's the ugly truth. if you claim you can love a person if you've just like known the person for like a week then it's totally LUST or something. i shall stop blabbering now cause seriously, i got nothing better to.
PS IM LEAVING FOR MALAYSIA NEXT THURSDAY! TRAINING TRIP! EXCITED CAUSE THERE IS A FREAKING SALE IN KL NOW! AHAHAHAHA! (:
11:49 PM;
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
I'm gazing outside my computer room, the greenery from my lush garden seems to be swaying from side to side, beckoning me as the sounds of rolling thunder roars interval after interval while the slight drizzle of drops from the skies of heaven fall onto the hot, bricks that have been baked under the morning sun...
AND i was suddenly thinking, hmm, there are really sooo many selfish people in this world. people who only bother about their well-being, people who step on top of other people's heads to get to the top, people who would do anything just to achieve what they desire, people who dont bother to give a damn about who they might be hurting, just as long as they get what they want, anything and everything is possible. IN FACT, they should be the spokesperson for nike or something as to them, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
to all these people, please just fuck off.
yesterday's training was pretty okay, honestly, nigel's training is the KILLER. he really drains you out so so much, much more then school training. However, it's all good. CAUSE IVP IS COMING! my last ivp. (: it's quite sad thinking about how fast time flies, i really enjoyed my years in rp. netball, thailand, kinkin, friends (good, lovely friends), memories that will last me a lifetime. (: all = love! (: kinkin = lovelovelove! (((:
oh yeah, i was busy doing ball work and all yesterday and suddenly, mr tony said hey abby, did you see your picture on netball singapore? i was like huh? who wants to take a picture on fat humoungous abby and put it in netball singapore? ahaha. apprently, it was during our energizer national league. we topped it by the way, for our division! (: here's the picture!
COOLNESS! i always wanted a picture like that can! (: i like i like! but abit dark. who cares. i can totally photoshop it! (: okay, i think i wanna slack around the house more. it's been a pretty tiring semester, emotionally and physically. (: BUT SCHOOL'S ENDING! (: YAY! love!
Labels: elephants and white teeth (: *dedications to u noe tis is me
12:10 AM;
Sunday, August 19, 2007
i think lately i've been feeling really weirdly, like the sunshine has gone behind the clouds or something, maybe it's because i miss kinkin, or maybe because im going through depression, in which my freaking DA YI MA is freaking coming and im having weird mood swings all over the place. my boobs are starting to hurt and im having frequent headaches, old songs to reminace, slowly sinking into serenity and insecurity. fuck life, i almost hate being human.
oh my god, i so love avril's when you're gone song, it's so sad la, right vann? (: the 'I MISS YOU' song. ahahaha! you know, i realised songs really play a huge part of your life, like different songs have different flashes of your life. it's really nice listening to the songs that got you through your primary and secondary school days, the days of the DA AH LIANS and all. ahahaha! (: (see! i told you im like menopausing or something! one minute im talking all about fucking life, then im talking about freaking avril. like what the hell. something's really wrong with me.)
PRIMARY SCHOOL
1) Backstreet Boys - I want it that way
2) Backstreet Boys - Larger than Life
3) Britney Spears - Crazy
4) Britney Spears - Opps! I did it again!
SECONDARY SCHOOL
1) Limp Bizkit - Keep Rollin'
2) A*teens - Upside Down
3) A*teens - Halfway Around the World
4) ALL THE FREAKING F4 SONGS! (1st album)
5) ALL 5566 SONGS!
6) JOLIN TSAI (shuo ai ni) (kan wo 72 pian)
7) Mandy Moore - Cry
there's like so many more luh. but these songs remind me more about what happened during a particular periods of time, flashes of what was forgotten, the laughter, the pain, heartaches and heart-throbs. Secondary school, hmmm, you seem to be searching for that identity of yours, like you dont know who you wanna become, but you dont wanna feel left out at the same time. For me, blame it on peer influences, i kinda became like an ahlian, tryin' to speak chinese all the time and all even though my friends all tell me not to. ahahaha. but i think i can luh. wahlau, simidaiji. i can lor. i used to type like that, HeLlOzzxx! soOoo CutEz bAhhxzxzxxz! HoRxzz! LubbIexx eUuuuuUu! ahahaha. okay. i cant even read what im writing can. ahahaha! (: and and and i was like fat fat fat back in secondary school.
here's a picture of how stress can enable you to have a distinct love for all the junkies you munch during your O levels :
That's me alright! (: 2004. ahahaha. OMFG. i look so fat luh. seriously. yucks. i look like a freakin' MAN! okay okay. 2005.
Still fat shit right? ahahahah! god. i miss my FOC teammates. EH RENDALL! thought you were going to organise an outing! nehnehpok luh you. (: happy times. happy happy times.
it's 2006! ahahaha. thank god. netball rocks my socks! it's kinkinchu! (: love!
2007! (: LIGHTS CAMERA ACTION!
it's getting depressing again. ahahahah! shit. okays. i shall leave now before i start emo-ing all about fucking life here. (: much love! ♥
Labels: life's a bitch
8:12 PM;
Thursday, August 16, 2007
♥ guys are cheats and liars
they are a big disgrace
they will tell you anything to get to second base
baseball, baseball
they think they're gonna score
if you tell them everything then you are a WHORE! ♥
true, how true. well, not to all guys, some guys are diamonds in a coal mine (like chikusing) in which they are almost extinct, well most are jerks. i really dont get it. is it some kind of law or something? i mean like, is it the 'in' thing for players? GOD. to have the yoyo effect on girls or something? IS IT ALL THAT FUN?
they open their book of of "GIRL TRAP", look up for which girls to play with, go to the page with your name on, and search, oh, what does abby like to do? hmmm.. let me see, to play netball? check. have romantic escapades? check. remember to say romantic lovable words of passion and zest to girls cause they are always sucker for those sweet nothing-nots? check. please dont insult a woman's worth.
there's always a certain pattern in which a guy-with-a-dick-for-a- brain works. the you make me feel so hurt, the making-you-feel-oh-so-guilty feeling, the feeling of you not being good enough, the it's your fault not mine kinda feeling, tell you like a gazillion number of LIES, oh you're the only one i need, dont go doubting me. like please, read the fucking middle finger of mine.
im like a woman's activist can? ahaha. but please guys, sincerity and perseverence will win you the lady's heart, not all the flowery languages, the exaggerated actions and oh-i-think-im-a-romantic hero kinda thinking. girls cant live a lie like that.
maybe that's why girls turn gay. as after i read from jasmine's blog. the fact remains that most of the time, girls turn gay cause of the fact they're too disappointed with guys and how the society looks at them.
hey lydia, cheer up about that JOE thing okay? you know what im talking about right? we'll go about shouting WHAT A DICK when we see that shit-head okays? (: at least the repetition of the mistakes that were made will not be made anymore right? (:
GIRL EMPOWERMENT! HELL YEAH!
IVP TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN!
NIGEL WAYNE LIM JUN LIANG = MY NEW COACH! (:
love to ya'll! ♥
12:01 AM;
Monday, August 13, 2007
"When you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing youWhen you're goneThe face I came to know is missing tooWhen you're goneThe words I need to hear to always get me through the dayAnd make it okayI miss you"-when you're gone, avril lavignei know, slowly, gradually, it will subside. and i will be waiting patiently for that day to come to an end. yes, i will. (:
7:18 AM;
Sunday, August 12, 2007
I totally love weekends, dont you guys? (: this super duper long weekend was super wicked! ahaha. ESKI WAS AWESOME WITH THE BITCHES, MJ AND VANNYWANNY! (: missed MJ to bits can! LOVE!
we gossiped, jeered at heartbreakers, played weird prank-calling games (oh, oh, oh! I CAME UP WITH THE PRANK CALLING THINGY! ahahaha! okay, it goes like this. supposedly, it's vann's turn, she will keep scrolling down her list of contacts with her eyes shut and the moment i count down 5,4,3,2,1 she's like totally suppose to press the call button and speak to the person for like at least 30 seconds luh! ahahaha! okay. sounds effing super no life. not suppose to expose the unglamourous side, heh? BUT WE HAD A BLAST! WHO CARES! (((:
I realised something, you dont get drunk when you're in sub-zero conditions, in fact, you dont get high at all till.. you are OUTSIDE! ahahaha. serious. must be the blood pumping to your face luh. i was walking crooked luh when i hit singapore's humid never-having-any-wind weather and started with the all-high-and-nonsense talk.
We ordered the bucket of 5 beer bottles and downed like 2 and a half? ahahaha. but i seriously had sucha awesome time hanging with the bitches. it even made me stop thinking for a while, about you-know-what, babes. (: PICTURES? okays. here's some! (:
watched rush hour 3 today with kinkinchu. ahaha. i totally laughed till i cried. I SO LOVE CHRIS TUCKER, hey, sup ya'll, yo mama's so fat.. DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE WORDS THAT ARE COMING OUT FROM MY MOUTH? ahahaha! (:
881 is also damn funny can! watched it on friday luh. JOEY AND I LAUGHED TILL WE PEE-ED LUH, with the sea of aunties and uncles surrounding us, i think we laughed the loudest can. ahahaha! but it was seriously damn funny. all hokkien luh, but FUNNY! (: SIMIDAIJI! PAPAYA GIO AH GIO, PAPAYA SHUA! ahahaha! (: loved my weekend. did you love yours? (: TATAS!
* i love chukinsing. never had regrets, never will, always and forevermore. just you and me, without any regard to the world so wide, ignoring the possiblities of what others might say, to take me on the adventure ; of ups and downs, so that i can hear you, to speak the words of the unknown, so that one fine day, we will ignite something so beautiful, it will definitly last me my entire lifetime, to find that the love so deep, so profound, cannot be merely spoken by a mere motal's lips. (: - my words to YOU, kisses*
9:27 AM;
Thursday, August 09, 2007
OMFG! it's been like a total of like what? 8 months and i haven't like visited my blog can! okay, fine faiza, i didnt even bother visiting my blog. and okay! JOEY ANG QIAO MIN, coming from ABAA GAIL WONG LJ, i didnt even bother closing it down alright. cause i love my blog, yes i totally love it, but i just didnt have the time to visit it. but from now on, this blog is now my officially be my bitchin', vent-out spot where i can blog about my non-exsistence to this world and I WILL LEARN HTML! I TOTALLY WILL! well, coming from the fact that i am a IT student, but a rather dumb one, so please be patient with all the stuff thats coming out of my oh-i-wish-i-were-a-blond head.
GOSH. Loads of stuff happened ever since i was gone, but well, since you all wanna know, ill give a brief picture collage of what happened okays? (: well, maybe we'll start from the major events in 2007? ahahaha!
COMMISSIONING BALL! 
KINKIN'S COMMISSIONING BALL (: 
CHINESE NEW YEAR
GLITZ NIGHT
ZOUK (Valentine's Day!)
BRAG (Battle Republic Annual Games)
BRAG NETBALL (3rd) So far so fun luh! ahahaha! I SO LOVE 2007! I'll blog with all my heart and soul from now on okays! I SO PROMISE! (: keep that smile on abby! (((((: lovelove! If I ever remember some forgotten moments in 2007, i'll post it up later on alrights! (:
lovelove people! <3>
and so, everything's broken
all lies and nothing true
maybe you were just a player
and you used to get me through the days
the smiles we had on our faces
never would i have thought
there was another
the pain, the tears, the hurt,
would eat me from the inside
slowly, gradually
but eventually,
i know it will subside,
the phases that we go through in life,
just remember the times we go by
just you and i
10:51 PM;
